Still afraid of lightning

A couple nights ago we had a big lightning storm roll through after we had gone to bed. Cornflower slept right through it, didn't even move from underneath the bed. Equis, on the other hand, just paced back and forth between our sides of the bed. And I wondered what he did those 3 days he was missing. We hadn't had rain in so long. And of course, when he decides to escape, thunderstorms came rolling through for 2 days in a row. I really wonder if he thought to himself, "what have I done?" Those few days he was missing, I was so worried about him being alone in the cold and rain. He must have been so scared. But, like we said before, he's back now and he's safe. I'll always wonder though what he could have been thinking.